Null and Void.

You never lose by loving.

You always lose by holding

back.

Over Kill

im hoping for that moment of self-realization.

what drunks call "the moment of clarity"

because im desperate to finally make mistakes

and make a mess of things.

but until then, ill keep flying under the radar.
trying to get by on as little sleep as possible.

as only people in my disposition do.

or know how to do.

'arrivederci amore mio'

Wandering

My hands always have a habit of wandering
Just like her mind, to thoughts that are rated R
Or like the sun across the sky from horizon to horizon

My fingers crawl across her warm skin...
I find her, inch by inch.
I close my eyes and use fresh memory of soft flesh under restricting attire
And the noises she makes

They never get old
Somewhere between the gasps and sighs we start shedding fabrics

Soon were buried deep under our own submissions.

Stripped down to our bare bodies...

Then insecurities start melting away

along with our inhibitions.

Now were down to our bare souls...

The last thing left is bliss
But thats never hard to find

It comes, and always comes.
With a liberal amount of sexual persuasion

Hey ya...

Didnt realize how sad of a song this is till its slowed down and sang in acoustic.

A PLAGUE, ON BOTH YOUR HOUSES!!!

Paris is always burning

Im to honest god im trying my hardest. But for some reason, no matter how hard i try i relapse and have to start all over again. Im leaving for somewhere that doesnt even remotely remind me of you. One of those instance where flying under the radar is essential for survival.

I wish i could love you like i used to

Love is only as complicated as we make it to be, its only as painful as we want it to be, and its only as amazing as we hope it to be.

Fresh to def

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over exertion

Life rarely gives you any kind of breathing room, especially of people in my disposition. So you fight and you take every inch you can get, and hold on has tight as possible. Because you might not get another chance at it. That tiny inch can mean the difference between a good day and a bad day...

INFJ

"Stand by me, oh stand by me and reminise about mistakes we made and mistakes we were afraid to make."

<3